Hey. It’s been a minute since we last talked. We really messed up this time, didn’t we? I wanted to thank you. Thank you for the memories. Thank you for the stories and experiences. Thank you for dealing with me when I was wrong and made mistakes. I don’t know how and why I fell for you but I did and it was beautiful; that’s what really matters. With each passing day, I want to come back to you but I still haven’t forgiven myself for what I did to you. I want to ask you that will the person you’ll find me in would know about everything you told me? Will they know of ‘us’; the ‘us’ I thought we were?
I wish whatever you said was a lie.
You told me, you won’t live any longer
With my whole fucking heart, I wish it was a lie.
I wish, You would live fully, love fully, laugh fully
I wish, I was just another story in your whole novel.
With this thought, I realized,
I was deeply in love with you,
I had fallen for you and how
You had captivated my soul
No sould had ever
I never loved myself the way I loved you
I felt each part of me had a little you engraved in it
I felt you gave me forever in those limited months
Every atom in my body wants to scream
“I’ll never stop loving you. I love you to death.”
-A.
avni jain 