i may not deserve to say this but i am sorry. i am sorry. maybe we could’ve taken that one chance. maybe we could’ve changed things but i wish you understand. i wish you understand i needed to walk away. i wish you understand i needed to burn that bridge. i couldn’t stitch up your wounds any longer, i was bleeding too. i don’t have the strength to come back to you. i may regret this in future but i can’t let that fear decide for me now. i am sorry for being a disappointment. i am sorry for not putting in that extra effort. i hope we meet again, maybe wiser this time.🌙
Hey. How have you been? I hope you’re doing well and staying safe. I know I may haven’t been in touch lately or maybe for a while. It’s been a minute. Trust me I disconnected myself from you was for good. Good for both of us. I knew you wouldn’t understand me and I couldn’t allow you to hurt me. I want you to understand that when I tell you I’m hurt; I don’t want you to try to fix me. I don’t want you to show me the positive side and tell that there’s nothing to cause my misery. It won’t do any good to me, it would just drift us apart. I’m sorry that I expected you to understand. Thank you for staying the time you stayed. You are always there in my memories and stories.
you call it laziness, but i feel something taking my life away from me you are too blind to understand i’m too exhausted to explain maybe i’m lazy maybe you don’t understand me maybe i’m just useless. -A.
Heyyy people! This is the first post I wrote for #BlogchatterA2Z with the letter A. My theme for this challenge is “The Unspoken Letters”. Looking up to write more of these posts. 🙂
Recently, Instagram showed me a flashback bringing back tons of memories. It showed the first poetry, I had the audacity to show the world. And even after months, I can still feel the pride I had while posting it. Here’s it-
The night sky is too clear.
Its not me, I like some chaos.
I want constellations to feed mt soul,
I want the moon to guide me to the light. I want some imperfectness in my night!
-A.
Over this year, I have written 15 poems, few proses and maybe more than a thousand incomplete works. Who knows?
This is the poem I wrote recently-
now
this sunset doesn’t make me miss you anymore,
the clock’s ticking,
now doesn’t prick a needle in chest,
reminding me of you.
now the calmness in air doesn’t remind me of your safe arms,
this beautiful evening doesn’t make me go back to the evenings you made beautiful.
things haven’t been the same till now,
maybe better,
maybe worse,
it’s funny,
the art of unloving.
-A.
Neither of these is perfect. Both have their own flaws but I can see myself improving over these months and nothing can make me happier. I am so thankful for all the love I have received on my poems. I have been published in a book recently and I am currently working on new projects! And right now, I am the happiest i can be. ♡
Thank you for being here. Grateful for all the love and blessings🙏♡
I am back with my yearly post of sharing the best books/authors I read in the year ^_^
1. From Twinkle, With Love by Sandhya Menon
I read Sandhya Menon for the first time last year and honestly, through this one book I love her writings. I love the vibes around it. I truly admire the way she describes the protagonist Twinkle’s feelings ♡
2. The Princess Saves Herself In This One by Amanda Lovelace
This book is a poetry compilation by Amanda Lovelace and it is BEAUTIFUL. I loved the writing style of the poet and how she takes the reader through a journey through her poems! My poetic soul loved this book♡
3. Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher
I LOVED THIS BOOK! This book left me awestruck while reading it. It kept me gripped till the end!
This book is a must read! It is un-put-downable! It will leave reader with beautiful thoughts! This book gave me new perspectives
♡
4. Polka Dots, Pony Tails and Purple Pouts by Amrita Anand Nayak
This chick lit book revolves around the story of three roomates and how their lives have been affected by their past. The characters are presented so gracefully, I can’t stop adoring this book♡
