๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™—๐™š ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š๐™™.

๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š

you are a canvas full of colour,

your body is a shrine,

you like the first drop of rain touching earth,

you make music out of me when you play with my hair,

you touched me without even touching me,

you voice made me feel safe as you cupped me in the blanket: your skin.

you are the love at first remembrance.

~๐™ก๐™š๐™ฉ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง๐™จ ๐™ž ๐™ฃ๐™š๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง ๐™จ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช.

๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™—๐™š ๐™๐™ช๐™ง๐™ฉ

on the last day of love,

i walked through the windy night

and let the same wind take my happy poem from me,

i drew the curtains of my room,

i closed every entrance,

i confined myself into the attic,

my psyche cried a war on the very skin i live in,

the memories bury me alive,

i dug the earth deeper,

walking through it,

the peace in my heart

felt like walking in a library after dark,

the chaos in my mind

felt like walking on the thorns of roses you gave me.

with every step on thorn,

my mind wrote a letter to you,

saying

โ€œ๐™žโ€™๐™ก๐™ก ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ก๐™  ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™Ÿ๐™ช๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™›๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™š.โ€

๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™—๐™ง๐™š๐™–๐™ 

i drew out those curtains,

i let the broken pieces,

i tried to stick together in fragile unity;

๐™—๐™ง๐™š๐™–๐™ .

๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™๐™š๐™–๐™ก

i drew out those curtains,

the light entering my room

felt like sunlit honey,

the peace around me

felt like the calm at the sea,

the voices in my head

didnโ€™t echo anymore.

i let myself out of the attic

i confined myself into.

i felt free from the war my soul broke onto the skin i lived in.

as i panegyrise about this pain,

my head echoes once again,

โ€œ๐™ž๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™จ ๐™๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™ž๐™ฉ ๐™›๐™š๐™š๐™ก๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™œ๐™ž๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ช๐™ฅ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ž๐™ก๐™ก๐™ช๐™จ๐™ž๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™จ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™—๐™ช๐™ง๐™ž๐™š๐™™ ๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™–๐™ฉ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™˜ ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช?โ€

-A.

1 Comment

  1. devanshtalwar says:

    Nice keep it up

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